Rah Times

So, this is Jesus, Girl, If you could see what God has for you, You'd be amazed. I said, show me Lord, He said, kingdom of heaven's yours. Ok, I said, what about these things. He replied, Whatever your husband said, All that your boss did. Your worries, Mountain of overdue bills These things are earthly worries. So, this is Jesus, Your friend's dying, Don't worry, I'll give him strength. Whatever the doctor said, Trust me, I'll make him well. Ok, I said, I'm giving over, Cynthia, Betty and Stanley. Heal everybody, You can do miracles. I'm leaving all of them to you, So, this is Jesus, I' ve all but wrote on the wall Not in person but through Tamar, Micheal and Zachary. In time nobody will be able to deny, The examples I left to assist you. Listen to Songs By Ruth latest single. Have A Little More Faith on Spotify Songs by Ruth on apple Christmas Song By Ruth

A friend of mine passed away yesterday. We never met in person but she shared her intent and musical gift with me. The internet has a way to bring people together and though you might never meet them in person the bond is as real. People at times makes great strides on the internet and others lose their hearts. In this case I feel the lost of a person I've never met, as if we had met. I got introduced to Jennifer Dlomo through a woman who knew her from a child. Jennifer was the director of a South African children choir. Later she produced music for South African musicians. I had been battered and bruised by life. I was born with a check two gene that causes breast, thyroid, and colorectal cancer. I had breast surgery in 2011 and later developed brain tumors in 2015.  And it was anxiety from these struggles that is the root of my creativity. I spend a huge amount of time writing and going to the doctor. While attending a pain management program at the Mayo clinic, I met o

My heart wants to remember To never forget your beauty, The joy you give, That you do to benefit others, Your vindication is righteousness, And justice and truth is your value.

Loved you as if you cared. Lost you as if you were ever mine. Thinking one day you'll surely, Love and want me a fter I'm gone. Your love's obscure, like an object on the ocean floor,  Til the tide brings it ashore, it's existence obscure invisible 'til it's touch is real. XOXO 💖 A heart throb song Your smile made me want to send you flowers.

Two days before hurricane Harvey I got a report from my neurologist saying I had two benign brain tumors. It took me a few days to process her message and by then hurricane Harvey hit. My house got 6 inches of water in it. A week after the storm a remediation company came and they cut 24 inches of wall throughout my home and cleaned up all the mud that covered the floors. I did my usual wining to my trusted friends, then after that I sent my medical information unto a relative who reviewed the findings. Like real estate in where a tumor is located determines value, location determines the need for swift action. Mine was in the retina canal, millimeters behind the optic nerve. Even noncancerous legions grow and that was the danger I was faced. I got to the Mayo clinic in Rochester Minnesota Wednesday night two weeks ago. On monday last week the tumor was removed. I spent the rest of last week in recovery and the step down unit. Today, I am home and the sheet rock people are her

All I ever wanted was, your warm embrace. To be comforted by your presence, For my thoughts to not only be a dream. To know not only ponder about your love. I spent precious moment fighting to survive, being unsatisfied, feeling cheated, betrayed, consumed with thoughts of you. You gave to others, took from me, 'til I learned to love me.