Routine Day!

Today, I am doing all the tediously necessary chores a wife and mother does, cooking cleaning and getting ready to entertain. Tomorrow promises to be a more laid back day, than usual. I am predicting that there will be a lot of colorful lights in the sky. Not that any of it will be our doing.

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