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Simply a Question!

When would a snake ever embrace anyone, Wrap around a person, snuggly to comfort, Put them at ease, and keep their company? Would his purpose not always be to decieve? Would it ever be to give warmth, show love, care, adoration, Or to take life, simply to satisfy only himself? Does he not take from another, until they can no longer breathe? What would happen if a snake, a person chose to believe? Would it be he or the person that would be destroyed, Left broken and deprived of a bountiful life? Just a question, worth considering, one, I was contemplating. When would a snake ever extend love or compassion? When would he ever care for another's child, give joy? Stick around after to heal any of his victims? Does a snake possess any redeeming qualities? Does he vindictively hurt, or does so, because that is how he is?

I will survive!

I lay buried in the ashes. Burnt from living with my troubles, And those who professed to love me, Has heaped on the singes that consumed me. I am lethargic and out of energy but I have not given up for I am not dead. It is not over yet, my will is to triumph over this My wounded soul staggers, it yearns to be satisfied. Despite the travesty of life, I must survive I want to drink from the well of life, Until my weary spirit is revived. I will continue to strive to do new things And become all that I was meant to in life

Son that I love!

For my son, I stayed a little longer. For my son, I did not react but ponder. For the sake of my son, I preserved my reputation Remained quiet, doubtful When I could have lashed out. For the beauty of my son His happiness’s my joy. My love for his father, prince of mine. I contemplated, smiled, lived patiently. Because of all these and more. For the welfare of not only me, But for others, that I do, suffered And hope to accomplish great things.

Thought for the Day!

The kind of leader that abandons his team is not worthy of their following. Your leader might have been the head of the home you grew up in, husband, father, mother or the boss who might have blamed you instead of taking responsibility. Whoever he is, see the good in you and forget about him.

Love vs Money!

My convictions don’t always benefit me Neither do they change life's reality. I pursue what is most beneficial to me. That which would give satisfaction and peace. If I seek after money it would not compensate, Know how to appreciate, take the place of love. Its compassion would be mere scoffing and not a blessing. If I refuse to accept this as a fact, it is still so. It matters not what sight or promise it gives. Possession does not gives value or fulfill anyone. It does not change behaviors, or ways. And would leave me constantly looking for love.

Done out of Love!

Red carpeted floors, Wide spacious corridors, An exceptionally lovely dwelling Chosen for the lady, the woman, I love. With my arms extended to receiver her, A hug intended to comfort, reassure This lovely woman that I adore her And would always love and care for her. With a kiss, I’ll gladly greet her. For her smile softened my heart. I maintain thoughts of her Even when I am away from her. I would never intentionally hurt her. All I ever wanted was to show my love. To make her just as happy as she made me. For any and all my folly, I apologize.

Fickle Love!

The fickle love you showed me Was not the kind of love I wanted. I wanted a person who loved me. But you wanted me as a stand in. Had you truly been there for me, Showed me that you loved me. Instead of the so, so love you displayed I would have stayed and not leave. It was not your inability, just the way you loved me. I did not want to be secondary. But the one your were in love with. Not just someone to have fun with. Fickle love no comfort brings. Fickle love no diamond gives. Fickle love doesn’t stay around. And fickle love I can live without.

Soulful Differences!

At 50 I recognize a few things. Those similar to me were the ones Who truly loved and valued me, Unlike those with soulful differences. Home, the place where the rainbow Colors blend beautifully with the sky And is appreciated equally by those With the same magnificence design. Once again I want to be in that place, Where the sun rays dance. And the sea gull hover over the waters, There I fit in and was embodied perfectly. I remain pensive but far from where I long to be. Where dutiful angels often are disregarded. And small blessings sometimes unrecognizable, And not frequently regarded as lovely.

I Realize this and nothing more!

I know it is finished for me. I know the stench of death The agony of defeat, Being taken advantage of Beaten down, rejected and refused. Made of lesser importance than trash. I understand the feeling of being ignored Being turned down a million times. Denied of the basic essentials in life. Robbed of what is rightly mine, I know all that and nothing more. The time has come to walk away, realized I’ve been lied to and cheated by the devil. I would now freely throw way all I do have. There is nothing else that appeals to me. I simply need to leave quietly.