Rah Times

My idea and what’s out there Rock, hip hop, soul It should not matter. It’s to make us embrace each other. Fashion icon, 50’s and 60’s They all looked and act differently A new rhythm has now emerge This is the music for a new age. Sweet sound and melody Rhythm to make your heart happy. Who can oppose? Does it matter if it is hip hop or rock? Rhythm and sounds to warm the soul A different music with the same goal. Does it matter as long as we are content? For our purpose is the same. Purchase my book by selecting this link

That is my baby I assure you my darling I will provide for you. I will do all I need to For that’s my baby. What a great sign My lady carrying my child. I assure you I will provide for you. From this moment on. That is my baby There is no ifs or maybe. She’s having my baby I’ll love and provide for her. From this moment on. To me, a son will be born. And I love the mother of my son. For me there is no other woman For she is giving me a son. purchase my book of poems by selecting this link

Who said you cannot buy love? It is not that one can't It is that one just won't. However, people do frequently. If it is not what you do, it is what another does. Not that it is love that’s being purchased. But through efforts it is being expressed. He who is kind, I love most of all. I was committed to one who disregarded me. That brought despondency and grief to me. In that state I did not feel loved or appreciated. Was my expectation out of bounds for him? I decided, that it was not, but quite reasonable. My heart and intellect did deceive me! I placed my hopes in one that was unworthy. Purchase my book by selecting this link

I’ve been talking, writing dreaming And the one thing I keep repeating In my hellos and good byes Is that I loved her, every time. On my train ride from Santa Fe Crowed bus across town I searched to find her in the faces Of those, I did not know or love. God knows what I’ve been feeling. That my heart has been aching. To prove to the love of my my life That I want to make thing right just for her. Wish for a chance to show her How much I loved and adore her. Words on a paper cannot express My emotions, but I know I truly loved her.

I am physically drained From all that consume me. I can't hide or even deny it. My mind is plagued and I have doubts. I don't quite know how to figure, Or how to effectively change my situation. I am worn out from consulting God, But not getting any results. People not listening, still some are whispering. No one wants any thing to do with my messy circumstance. One would think they haven't seen or every heard of troubles. I need to change my location. To rest, or walk away from what's plaguing me. The keeper of the sheep has no regrets. That is what the church believes. He never apologizes for anything. Is never wrong in his choosing. Must means all is perfectly alright Or that I simply don't comprehend. What he intends. He’s the healer and solver of troubles would give me peace if nothing else. Seriously! No apology for all the hurt and I should live on hiding the dirt!

They talk about forgiveness and Jesus Yet, they do not recognize me. I just want to start over. I want to forget all the hurt. Get rid of all that's hindering me. I just want to start over. I want to be free to be me Not treated worse or differently. I wanted to be loved from the start. I wanted life to have gone In a different direction. But now, I just want to start over.

Drenched in mostly crap lately, It’s gotten old and drove me crazy. Aware of who and what I am, who was mine, To whom I belong, join me or leave me. I knew my details better than anyone. Stop pretending, you knew me, I have not felt loved in ages. I moved on, leave me alone. Am finished with the unlovely. Needed one person to love me, Not judge me, I’m liberated. Didn’t need your money or testimony. Knew how to get and keep mine. Nor did I need anyone taking mine Find another, I hope to do just that.

It is almost midnight yet the streetlights Shines so brightly, I lay holding my body so tightly There is no one here besides me. This is not right, I haven't gotten any sleep. It's midnight, and I needed you here besides me. Not just me holding my body While you lie all about me. It's past midnight and I can’t fall asleep. Not when I am alone. With no one to hold me Just realizing that you left me. All I needed was you besides me. Now it hard to sleep with nobody. At midnight with or without streetlights. It don't feel right and cannot go to sleep.