Not my desire but his!

He did not want me to leave,
I did not want to stay.
This is beyond the recovery stage.
I am being forced to do this.
For I have no will or desire to continue this.
Especially now that I am severely wounded.
Neither is it about his desires to give to me.
Or is it about love, that he does not have for me.
I am tired of his phony display of affection.
His disregarding my needs as foolishness.
All that does is confirms what I believe of him.
Especially in knowing that my reward
Does not align with my values.
I see the continuation of this being dishonoring!

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